The prayer to come to prayer

THIS IS MY PRAYER THAT I CAN COME TO PRAYER.
I WANT TO PRAY TO GOD,
BUT I CLOSED THE DOOR TO YOU.
YOU, GOD, ARE GOOD.
YOU WANT TO SPEAK TO ME,
BUT I SEPARATED FROM YOU.

PLEASE, GOD, SHOW ME,
HOW I CLOSED MYSELF FOR YOU.
WHAT SIN IS IN ME?
PLEASE, ALMIGHTY GOD,
SHOW ME WHAT I MUST CHANGE IN MYSELF,
SO THAT I CAN BE PURE AND HOLY,
TO RECEIVE YOUR GUIDANCE.

IS THERE EVIL PRIDE IN MY HEART?
THEN I MUST NOW HUMBLE MYSELF.

DID I COMMIT A SIN RECENTLY?
THEN I MUST EXPOSE IT AND REPENT FOR THAT SIN.

DO I REALLY WANT THAT YOU SPEAK TO ME,
OR DO I WANT MY OWN WILL DONE?

AM I WELL-LISTENING TO YOU,
OR IS MY HEART NOW CLOSED?

IS THERE FALSE LOVE IN MY HEART?
THEN I MUST REPENT FOR THAT WRONG.

DID I HIDE A SIN OF MINE?
THEN I MUST NOW OPEN IT.

DID I SPEAK LIES?
THEN I MUST SPEAK THE TRUTH NOW.

AM I ACCUSING YOU?
THEN I AM CLOSING YOU OUT.



IT IS MY PRAYER AND PROMISE
THAT I DO NOT SPEAK THIS PRAYER
WITH IDLE HEART AND HYPOCRITE LIPS.

MY GOD THE CREATOR,

YOU WILL SPEAK TO ME

THIS I BELIEVE AND THIS IS MY HOPE